irrational thoughts.

I'm saying things I don't want to say, and feel things, I don't want to feel. I'm in a bad place in my life right now... but isn't everybody? Secretly? Everybody always seem to want more, never happy with what they have and.. when its gone, then they start to think about it. Why...? So complex, so irrational, the human mind. Then again, what pushes us to move forward, is the desire to want more, the desire to strive for better standards. Is it wrong? Is it wrong to want something, enough to do unthinkable acts for? Well, that is something, everyone, young and old. Must figure out...