Everybody's hiding something.

Everybody has a secret, something they want to hide from others... but.... I don't believe in lying to your other half, at all. Sometimes I wonder whether my other half, tell white lies to make me feel better... do you feel that way too? Do we live each day wondering whether our partner lies? We continue believing, even though you know its not working out, and we choose to let our dignity and suffering continue just because we're all naturally afraid, afraid to lose something that we think is 'valuable' but is causing more sadness then happiness.

Me saying all this, does not mean I am not happy in my relationship, honestly, i've never been happier. Its just that sometimes, you have to stop and think about aspects of the relationship. I have always believed that a couple should show intimacy, as and when they like. Being in a relationship can be rough, however when the couple can see past all that and still be 'romantically involved', and when I mean 'involved', I mean that they're in a world of their own, they are oblivious to people around them, they show affection and not care what others think. Okay.. maybe a couple making out at public places pushes the line, but if they hug and kiss, we should give them a break? I know being single is tough, and some may find it as easy as ABC, but take it from someone who's been single 18 years of her life, being single is tough, especially if your an obese pig such as myself. It seems that every single guy I take interest to, keep running away.... Call it a sign, I call it the 'First Impressions Always Matter' . In this society we're living in, 90 percent of the population lives in self-denial. The 10 percent are those who are brain dead and psychically and mentally unable to think. Do I fall under that 10 percent? Definitely not... Unless you consider me brainless... Then a possibility. Comes back to my point of relationships, people nowadays they give up very easily, they don't tolerate each other and when it gets tough, they raise the issue of breaking up. Which comes to my next point...

When is enough?

Well, I can't really say when a couple should break up, but I do know that breaking up over trivial matters such as forgetting to do something, or just feeling like a bitch one fine morning, is stupid and foolish. A girl will meet her fair share of 'assholes' (pardon my french), but i'm sure she will find her Mr Right.. If she waits long enough. For me, being in a relationship has opened my eyes to many different things, especially teaching me to love and care about someone way beyond my imagination. Feeling such a surrey of feelings just gushing through your veins. Kisses seem to be like fireworks, and hugs feel like warm sunshine. Affection becomes your euphoria. I love my other half, and I hope he feels the same way too.