Different walks of life.

In life, you'll come across many different people. Some more unlucky than you. In terms of life, love and money. Some are born without a house, without food and shelter. It gets me thinking, thinking reallll hard about my own life. How lucky I am. To have such a privileged life, which some don't even smell as much as they work. I think to myself, whether I deserve all of this, I did nothing to achieve this so why am I so lucky? I see too many people unprivileged and not being able to enjoy life whereas I? I take almost everything for granted, I feel to a huge extent that its my responsibility to appreciate the things I have and not want more. But isn't that human beings for you? We are put on earth to develop man-kind, to make our lives better. So is it wrong to strive for more? Things like poverty and disadvantages peaks my interest. How can it get better for them? What does this people have to do in order to be happy and contented with their lives? Can we do nothing, but sit around and let this slide?

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Busy bee

I'm most happiest on my busiest days.. Why? Simply because I'll have no time to eat! He he he tomorrow's gonna be such a long long day in school plus tuition at night which is going to drain the life source out of me! Plus Thursday's the same as well... Which means, another day to lose weight! I'm lying in my bed now, thinking of what my plans are for Friday, hopefully drinks with my ex classmates at Clarke Quay! Long awaited meeting! It's 3:21am now, and I'm still not asleep, my timing's all screwed hah! Good news is I finished up my photobooth post at my other blog...

I'm gonna try and make it back before tuition so I can go exercise! Life cannot get any better :)

Goodnight everybody~ <3
with lots and lots of love.. Sarah.


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Had an oh so awesome day with the girlies! It's been such a long long time, am on the way home now on the train, had to run up the escalator to catch the last train! Good god, so tired!!!! Can't wait to go home and shower and blog, what a productive day as well, with studying and catching up on gossip teehee. Will be continued at my other blog! Bye now~

Oh just for the record, I ate maybe 5 spoonfuls of spaghetti, half teriyaki rice and 1 tamago sushi! For the whole day! Am so happy for myself :) plus I got a chance to exercise while me, cam and Sonya were doing crazy webcam videos hahahahahaha so cute! Love them so much <3


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Shuffle shuffle shuffle

Party rock is in the house tonight,

EVERYDAY IM SHUFFLING! hell yeaaaaa!


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What to wear!

Hahaha im not sure what to wear for school tomorrow. :( dilemma I face every single day, on the bright side, I'm down a kg. Like 12 more! Hopefully study at starbucks tomorrow and jogging in the evening and drinks at night with my girlfriends~ heeheehee

Have a gooooodnight everybody ;) I have the urge to dance the night away y'all... <3

Spaghetti me up!

So my mum cooked spaghetti for the whole family today, and i helped out... but now am extremely exhausted, and to add on to my misery I have yet to exercise! Plus, I have school tomorrow and its in the morning! Oh well, at least I have more time to concentrate on it..

Goodnight! <3

Diet Diet Bye Bye Fats.

I finally am determined to lose my weight, even more then before. Though I still have a soft spot for tomyum, am cutting down way more carbs + fats! Very happy with the amount of determination in me.. Plus I've been taking pills for my skin and its improving! Next stop will be my teeth, invisilign!!!(sp?)

irrational thoughts.

I'm saying things I don't want to say, and feel things, I don't want to feel. I'm in a bad place in my life right now... but isn't everybody? Secretly? Everybody always seem to want more, never happy with what they have and.. when its gone, then they start to think about it. Why...? So complex, so irrational, the human mind. Then again, what pushes us to move forward, is the desire to want more, the desire to strive for better standards. Is it wrong? Is it wrong to want something, enough to do unthinkable acts for? Well, that is something, everyone, young and old. Must figure out...

Everybody's hiding something.

Everybody has a secret, something they want to hide from others... but.... I don't believe in lying to your other half, at all. Sometimes I wonder whether my other half, tell white lies to make me feel better... do you feel that way too? Do we live each day wondering whether our partner lies? We continue believing, even though you know its not working out, and we choose to let our dignity and suffering continue just because we're all naturally afraid, afraid to lose something that we think is 'valuable' but is causing more sadness then happiness.

Me saying all this, does not mean I am not happy in my relationship, honestly, i've never been happier. Its just that sometimes, you have to stop and think about aspects of the relationship. I have always believed that a couple should show intimacy, as and when they like. Being in a relationship can be rough, however when the couple can see past all that and still be 'romantically involved', and when I mean 'involved', I mean that they're in a world of their own, they are oblivious to people around them, they show affection and not care what others think. Okay.. maybe a couple making out at public places pushes the line, but if they hug and kiss, we should give them a break? I know being single is tough, and some may find it as easy as ABC, but take it from someone who's been single 18 years of her life, being single is tough, especially if your an obese pig such as myself. It seems that every single guy I take interest to, keep running away.... Call it a sign, I call it the 'First Impressions Always Matter' . In this society we're living in, 90 percent of the population lives in self-denial. The 10 percent are those who are brain dead and psychically and mentally unable to think. Do I fall under that 10 percent? Definitely not... Unless you consider me brainless... Then a possibility. Comes back to my point of relationships, people nowadays they give up very easily, they don't tolerate each other and when it gets tough, they raise the issue of breaking up. Which comes to my next point...

When is enough?

Well, I can't really say when a couple should break up, but I do know that breaking up over trivial matters such as forgetting to do something, or just feeling like a bitch one fine morning, is stupid and foolish. A girl will meet her fair share of 'assholes' (pardon my french), but i'm sure she will find her Mr Right.. If she waits long enough. For me, being in a relationship has opened my eyes to many different things, especially teaching me to love and care about someone way beyond my imagination. Feeling such a surrey of feelings just gushing through your veins. Kisses seem to be like fireworks, and hugs feel like warm sunshine. Affection becomes your euphoria. I love my other half, and I hope he feels the same way too.