The fat diaries.

I look in the mirror and realized how fat I was. The no self-confidence in me has risen to an all time high. Then I kinda thought to myself for a moment, what's the use of feeling pity for myself when I can do something about it. And so, right now. Am determined to slim down and boost my self-confidence. Then it's me against the world! Whooooopie :)

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Why so serious?

Tomorrow hopefully I get the chance to cook for my boyfie for the first time, and I really hope he enjoys it! I'm not the best cook in the world but I really want to be the one cooking for the person that I love. I can't wait to hug him and I don't think I would let go for a long time. I love and miss him. I hope he does too. ♥♥


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Office people.

I thought that working in the office would be such a prestigious thing, wearing 'semi-formal' attire and carrying black uniform bags. Well, in fact, they are no where near prestigious. They are one of the most selfish, obnoxious and self-absorbent people i have met. But if you think about it, office people are made up of many different types people, but aren't they suppose to be the educated ones? The ones that know that reserving seats at a hawker centre with tissue paper is a highly selfish act. Are smart people really becoming the new dumb? Was extremely disappointed, they are who I look up to, people who I hope to become one day, but I guess now, I don't anymore.


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Life suxs2thecore

I'm in one of those moods where I know it won't end up well. My life is stuck in a rut, I'm a girl without any qualifications, I don't wanna study, I'm fat, I'm ugly, I'm totally undetermined. Yup screw me over now, :(

At least I have the boyfie, don't know what I'll do without him, he's like my pillar of strength every time I wanna give up.

I love him so so much.

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Open your eyes, and you shall see.

Today, I really truly deep down inside knew how much I truly truly love my boyfriend, so much that I will never make the same mistake I did today. I won't say of course what happened, but I know now, that I will do anything to keep this darling of mine by my side. Love is really a very strange emotion, it may not even be considered as an emotion. However, I now know what love really is, the feeling of not wanting to leave that person for even just a second. The feeling of being crushed when the slightest hint of the B word is brought up. The feeling of not being able to live without him. A quote that I really look up to: "a relationship is not based on how much you can live with the person but how much you can't live without". And I knew today that I didn't want to live without the best thing that has come into my life, the only person that can make me feel the happiest. I love him so much, and sometimes without a doubt, I ask myself, if he feels the same way?and I know the answer straight away. That's why I love my boyfriend so much. He compromises without consciously knowing that he's actually giving in to me all the time, I'm just too self-centered to know what's going on. No amount of words can really express how different it feels now, after talking to each other about the things we didn't like of each other. Right now I just feel like getting away on a holiday with my sweetheart, away from the noise and everything and just enjoy each other's company. You know it's those nights when you just want to stay at home and cuddle in bed with your baby. If your reading this sweetheart, I want you to know that your the most important person to me, and I will try my very best, no. I will become a better person. I love you so much. I miss you, can't wait to kiss you and hug you so tight next time I see you and no promises that I will let go of you!



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