You are so good to me, and I really love you for that :) from the bottom of my heart baby. Goodnight & sweetdreams! ~
♡♡♡
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Friday, January 21, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Messed up s***
I feel pretty messed up, my mood has not been very good. Maybe it's cause I'm so tired all the time, don't get enough rest anymore these days, it's always work work work. I'm kinda scared because if this is just the beginning, then how long will I have to stay till the end? Well, I have so many people secretly supporting me and that is probably the only thing that is keeping me going strong. If not for them, I would already be giving up completely. I think another reason why I feel so damn shitty, is because I'm gaining tons of weight and no matter what my stomach and brain can't seem to control the amount of food I eat. Oh god, what if i end up obese on a couch eating my Mac and cheese and shouting at my maid telling her to bring me more food?!?! I hope it won't ever happen :( I feel horrible, don't get to wear nice clothes, go swimming and my pregnant stomach isn't doing much justice for me! Sighhhhhhh why can't we eat but not put on weight, maybe I need to go to the beach and unwind a bit. Maybe that's what I will do. Goodnight.
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Thursday, January 6, 2011
Legally 18
5th January 2011
Just a day ago, I had my 18th birthday. It was at Sentosa and one of the more memorable birthdays I had. Almost all the people close to me were there and we not only ate, but drank, laughed and did random things. What a great way to start the new year, and it feels great being the first few turning 18! Well, of course as an 18 year old, great possibilities appear and countless opportunities start appearing right in front of you, example, I can drink freely, go to clubs and finally "become" an adult. My parents are definitely giving more freedom and space now that I'm an "adult". I feel absolutely delighted that I'm finally 18 and I can do almost everything I like to do. Received many beautiful presents and alcohol! I had so much fun.
6th January 2011
We celebrated Den's birthday and he suggested that we head to carnivore for a small celebration! It was splendid and we were so full after the dinner, they kept coming out with food and we just kept stuffing our faces, meat dish after meat dish. It was a feast fit for a king! Although it was a bit pricey, I think it was worth the money! We then went to Clarke Quay and walked around, and seeing that darrell was wearing slippers, we couldn't go into the clubs and the best place we could go was the small bars that opened along Clarke Quay. Well, finally got to drink my "sex on the beach" and it was oh so good, I just love cocktails and the feelings just awesome. Came back and my bb came with Sean, headed to Changi Village to have nasi lemak, and yes your probably thinking, man this girl can eat! Came back immediately after that, I miss my baby boy already :( just wanna cuddle in the sheets now and fall asleep with him!
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Just a day ago, I had my 18th birthday. It was at Sentosa and one of the more memorable birthdays I had. Almost all the people close to me were there and we not only ate, but drank, laughed and did random things. What a great way to start the new year, and it feels great being the first few turning 18! Well, of course as an 18 year old, great possibilities appear and countless opportunities start appearing right in front of you, example, I can drink freely, go to clubs and finally "become" an adult. My parents are definitely giving more freedom and space now that I'm an "adult". I feel absolutely delighted that I'm finally 18 and I can do almost everything I like to do. Received many beautiful presents and alcohol! I had so much fun.
6th January 2011
We celebrated Den's birthday and he suggested that we head to carnivore for a small celebration! It was splendid and we were so full after the dinner, they kept coming out with food and we just kept stuffing our faces, meat dish after meat dish. It was a feast fit for a king! Although it was a bit pricey, I think it was worth the money! We then went to Clarke Quay and walked around, and seeing that darrell was wearing slippers, we couldn't go into the clubs and the best place we could go was the small bars that opened along Clarke Quay. Well, finally got to drink my "sex on the beach" and it was oh so good, I just love cocktails and the feelings just awesome. Came back and my bb came with Sean, headed to Changi Village to have nasi lemak, and yes your probably thinking, man this girl can eat! Came back immediately after that, I miss my baby boy already :( just wanna cuddle in the sheets now and fall asleep with him!
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