A life with no sorrows.

The most saddening kind of love is love that you thought was there but wasn't really. Yes, I still do think of how my relationships all played out. Every single one of them, because frankly it's very tiring emotionally, im giving up. I'm not giving up on myself though. I smell a bright future, without you in it.

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Heartfelt.

Life has a way of killing itself, somehow you just die inside. Causing you to feel as though, your whole world has broken into tiny million pieces and you look at people less fortunate then you and think what the hell are you being a big baby about? Your life compared to them... = far better. I'd think twice about complaining about things I have in life, be it with love or anything else. Material possessions and what nots. You just can't help think sometimes, if life was simple, no problems, no competition, you just did what you had to do to stay alive. Would it be a better place then? I'm up at 7:42am thinking about what i've done wrong, bad decisions I've made and are still making, the failure i'm going to become, if I don't step up and be the man for once in my life, stop trying to let things happen on its own. Who am I kidding? Nothing will ever just drop from the sky, let alone into my hands. I have to work on it, even if it takes every waking minute of my life. I don't want to suffer, who does? and at the position i'm in right now, I'm hell as am going to suffer. No point talking about it, because frankly, no matter how much I say or write about. It isn't going to make the slightest difference. I really need to get everything together and study. Now its the most important thing, and for enjoyment, concentrate on just that and my bike license. Hope it gets better, but not going to expect unless I really change my whole mentality about my education!

Goodnight.

Different walks of life.

In life, you'll come across many different people. Some more unlucky than you. In terms of life, love and money. Some are born without a house, without food and shelter. It gets me thinking, thinking reallll hard about my own life. How lucky I am. To have such a privileged life, which some don't even smell as much as they work. I think to myself, whether I deserve all of this, I did nothing to achieve this so why am I so lucky? I see too many people unprivileged and not being able to enjoy life whereas I? I take almost everything for granted, I feel to a huge extent that its my responsibility to appreciate the things I have and not want more. But isn't that human beings for you? We are put on earth to develop man-kind, to make our lives better. So is it wrong to strive for more? Things like poverty and disadvantages peaks my interest. How can it get better for them? What does this people have to do in order to be happy and contented with their lives? Can we do nothing, but sit around and let this slide?

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Busy bee

I'm most happiest on my busiest days.. Why? Simply because I'll have no time to eat! He he he tomorrow's gonna be such a long long day in school plus tuition at night which is going to drain the life source out of me! Plus Thursday's the same as well... Which means, another day to lose weight! I'm lying in my bed now, thinking of what my plans are for Friday, hopefully drinks with my ex classmates at Clarke Quay! Long awaited meeting! It's 3:21am now, and I'm still not asleep, my timing's all screwed hah! Good news is I finished up my photobooth post at my other blog...

I'm gonna try and make it back before tuition so I can go exercise! Life cannot get any better :)

Goodnight everybody~ <3
with lots and lots of love.. Sarah.


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Had an oh so awesome day with the girlies! It's been such a long long time, am on the way home now on the train, had to run up the escalator to catch the last train! Good god, so tired!!!! Can't wait to go home and shower and blog, what a productive day as well, with studying and catching up on gossip teehee. Will be continued at my other blog! Bye now~

Oh just for the record, I ate maybe 5 spoonfuls of spaghetti, half teriyaki rice and 1 tamago sushi! For the whole day! Am so happy for myself :) plus I got a chance to exercise while me, cam and Sonya were doing crazy webcam videos hahahahahaha so cute! Love them so much <3


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Shuffle shuffle shuffle

Party rock is in the house tonight,

EVERYDAY IM SHUFFLING! hell yeaaaaa!


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What to wear!

Hahaha im not sure what to wear for school tomorrow. :( dilemma I face every single day, on the bright side, I'm down a kg. Like 12 more! Hopefully study at starbucks tomorrow and jogging in the evening and drinks at night with my girlfriends~ heeheehee

Have a gooooodnight everybody ;) I have the urge to dance the night away y'all... <3